You will if you Will

Everyone knows that any activity intellectual or manual is tiring. Usually we make it a practise to halt for while as soon as we get fatigued. when some unusual stimulus fills us with emotional excitement or some unusual idea or necessity take us onward, the fatigue is overcome upto a certain point. Then, gradually or suddenly it passes away and we are fresher than before! We tap a new source of energy from which we obtain amounts of ease and power that we never dreamt we possessed. Sources of strength habitually never traced, because we never push through the obstruction of fatigue.

Only exceptional individuals move mountains and cross oceans, not literally but in reality. To what do these physiological wonders owe their escape from the habit of inferiority to our full self? If they were asked, the answer would always be "Willpower". Some would argue that the "Will" is a general property. Yes, it is the normal opener of everybodys inner eyes to the deeper layers of explosive energy. But the difficulty is how to tap it, to make the effort that the word implies.

"Will" is key to success even to students. It could improve our performance in studies, extra curricular activities and social life. It is observed that a single successful effort of moral voilation (volition) or performing some bold or courageous act, can launch a man on a higher level. He feels elevated and more confident. We could also make this effort and use the new range of power to achieve the unimaginable. Another discipline to keep our energy levels constant, at reach, is resolution. It consists of solemnly promising ourselves to perform any sought out task and finish it successfully. It is found, that positive thinking and self-encouragement cause our brain to release such harmones that increases our levels of sustainance manifold. Many sports person and other laureates claim to have won because they believed in themselves. Their "Will" and determination revealed to them, to be much stronger than was supposed. If this could edge them to victory, why not us!

Most of us could easily incorporate the use of the "Will" into our lifestyles, if we try, we can maintain an equilibrium in our efficiency, on astonishingly different levels of work, no matter what its direction - physical, mental, moral or spiritual. Our organs would adapt itself to a more active rate of energy.

The correct use of the "Will" could profit not only ourselves, but also contribute largely towards the rapid development of an advanced and peaceful future. Peaceful because our "Will" spontaneously activates our conscience, hiding us from indulging in cruelty and other wrong acts. Our world now stands here because of the active wills of a few individuals, who have exiled inertia, and it is in this instance, it is the will at work. But, if our whole generation were to awaken to their Willpower, our world would be perfect.

...Samir Dhurde (B.Sc. F.Y.)
[sic, As it appeared in our college magazine in April 1999]

PS: "Volition" was one word I was sure the editors would goof up and I couldn't but grin when, 'voila', they did!

About Thirty

Something got me thinking about my age last month.
"What is your age?" asked a nubile-sounding female on the other side of the phone. I was quite taken aback as I always remember my age approximately & I certainly don't need to give it out at a moment's notice! You see, I have always been confused by my age. Being 1979 born, I was in my first year and turned one in the zeroeth year of the new decade that was beginning. But my mind always tries to make things even and I always jumble up because I have to add 0 before my birthdate and 1 after it, to the ending digit of the present year, to get the units part of my age! Then I have to remember the decade part of it. It is such a concious calculation when I have to find my age... & it was so this time too.........
"About Thirty..." I blurted out after a few seconds. Too late! Already the joke was on me and I was assured that the query was only for booking my rail ticket.

This was still on my mind when I got on with the rail journey. I remember my first reaction to a kid calling me "Uncle". It was also on a train, but about 8 years back. "Kyon re? Yahan kaun Uncle dikhta hai tujhe?" :D I have already given up since and whichever kid wants to feel very young is now welcome to call me Samir Uncle. I am also tired of telling my students not to call me Samir Sir!

But I'm to write about an "old" habit & of course there's no need to point out that they die hard. During our home return journeys in the college days, most of our guy's gang wouldn't have confirmed tickets. The journeys would be more than 30 hours with us parked in any space which was legally & hygienically allowed on the train. We had to have some timepass & its anybody's guess what it would be. We would reach early and check out the reservation charts for which bogie had the most females in their 20's! That would then be our hangout while our luggage would be under the care of those supersmart people who had cared to reserve tickets 3 months back.

I did the same thing just for kicks and in two portions of my journey I had females "about my age" (eg. F 27, F 28 etc.) in the same coupe. And all of them happenned to have a kid or two of atleast 2 years age! Wow... Is it time I should be feeling Old or Strange? But sadly, they didn't look like they had been F23 or F25 just a few years ago. They did not even talk as much amongst themselves as those college girls during our flirty trips back home. Some kind of seriousness has descended upon them and the compulsory saari seemed to be to keep much more wound in it than it was apparently intended for. Is this the convention now for those about 30? I'm glad to find this missing in me.

I remember admiring someone 30+ recently because she was still freely doing what my mom would never have dreamt of because at her age, she already had a 15 year old kid! Although she accepted the complement, it wasn't without her eyes getting lost beyond me for a moment. The smile it drew was lopsided as if reacting to some irony/sarcasm she might have found hidden in the situation. Ageing singly is fun & tough...

So I am turning thirty this year... Ummm or is that finishing thirty years. Anyways, halfway through a statistical human life its quite early to waste time on an autobiography. Me being a young achiever in many places has had no effect in others breaking my record. And there are older people out there who I can always beat to some post. ;) But its heartening that I am sticking to many of my guns and am quite ready to face the social assaults that will start with the Jeetendra age - thirty plus. Another calculation mistake... My dad was 27 (& not 31) when he married & its gonna be tough to excuse myself saying "Oh you also married late!" I might be the first one to cross thirty amongst my friends' circle. Dont worry people I will let you know how it is to be on the other side...!


PS: I'm sure those pills are not necessary for 20-30 more years :D